That awkward moment when youre giving all your love to a person but you realize “does he know I exist?”

I am confident and scared. I am thoughtful and hopeful. I am shy and friendly. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead and although sometimes I am lazy and impatient. I am hardworking and determined. But a little scared on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I believe in passion, but I don't believe in true love. I can love a person so much but I may not want them to get so close with me. I am everything and nothing all at one.